there’s nothing to look forward to

“there’s nothing to look forward to”

most accurate statement of my life. heart pinned with a dart straight through. well i didn’t prepare enough. action never took to lead a decent life–scratch that–to lead life at all.

fuck it since fucked anyway.

fuck away

“there’s nothing to look forward to”

days to waste away while helplessly throwing hands up at a falling sky.

don’t wake me up, shut me down instead. a memory wiped clean. times were better when being a kid blinded one to the fact all was shit. is shit.

when is Day gonna come?

when all I have are days

“there’s nothing to look forward to”

contained in perpetual oppression. it’s not me that’s depressed, it’s not me that’s broken. it’s the fucking world that binds, distorts, and spits me out. out into a cage to constantly bang head against only one in a multitude of bars.

sing the wrong tune thinking it is righteous.

i am as corrupt as the cage.

i am just

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